Although my confusion is still firmly in place, at least it has kinda, sorta been dealt with.
But...I finally said it, what I've been thinking for weeks and I do feel good about that. It needed to be out in open and it needed to be heard by someone, anyone and now it has.
Still.. in our meeting which I'm not sure was the best idea, I did get confused more. I finally understood and could put words as to what I was confused, angry and frustrated about in the first place but you, my dear friend did nothing to try and make it any easier.... by then confusing me some more.
I really, really don't want to know the context of the potential drunk texts coming my way this weekend.