Mardy bum

Friday, May 3, 2013

I obviously must have a sign over my head saying blame me for everything you possibly can because everyone fucking seems to


On a happier note, it was fantastic seeing people who actually want to see me. 
Quite a drastic difference really

Right back where we started from

Tuesday, February 12, 2013

Why is sleep so persistent in evading me?
I either sleep too much or not at all and there is no in between or equalibriam.
I'm just destined to be permantately placed in this zombie-esk state.
Well at least everything I feel is numb.
Yeah fuck risks and qualms about dangerous ideas or activities, I'll just do them anyway.
I stop thinking so much about peoples opinions and perceptions of me and truly speak my mind.
Everything I do is for my happiness and that alone, people who make me mad, fuck them, those who want to control me, fuck them too and most of all those who judge me for being who I want to be, you're all fucking twats.

...My brain is stupid.

Thursday, February 7, 2013

I really fucking hate working some days, not being allowed to stand in a particular area just because I'm under a certain age if ridiculous. My twat of a boss is not allowing me to stand behind the bar area at work, everything is behind the bar area, water, the till, the menus, how the fuck am I meant to do my job when I'm not allowed to access that area. Fucking genius that is.

You'll miss me when I'm gone

Wednesday, January 9, 2013

I have this deep rooted distaste for people who treat teenagers as children. We get discriminated against for our age and treated as slaves in the working force, because for some ridiculous reason that by being under 18 or even 21 we aren't worth as much as 'adults' even though we are just as skilled as what they are.
I get talked down to, like I am a child that needs words to be shortened so I can understand them, when in most cases I am actually more educated then those that believe they are better then me.
Age discrimination is ever present in every aspect of society, the elderly get discriminated against, told that they are stupid, in a similar way children and teenagers are, however these people have experienced things that we can only image, things that will never be seen again. They deserve respect and a little understanding.