Right back where we started from

Tuesday, February 12, 2013

Why is sleep so persistent in evading me?
I either sleep too much or not at all and there is no in between or equalibriam.
I'm just destined to be permantately placed in this zombie-esk state.
Well at least everything I feel is numb.
Yeah fuck risks and qualms about dangerous ideas or activities, I'll just do them anyway.
I stop thinking so much about peoples opinions and perceptions of me and truly speak my mind.
Everything I do is for my happiness and that alone, people who make me mad, fuck them, those who want to control me, fuck them too and most of all those who judge me for being who I want to be, you're all fucking twats.

...My brain is stupid.

Thursday, February 7, 2013

I really fucking hate working some days, not being allowed to stand in a particular area just because I'm under a certain age if ridiculous. My twat of a boss is not allowing me to stand behind the bar area at work, everything is behind the bar area, water, the till, the menus, how the fuck am I meant to do my job when I'm not allowed to access that area. Fucking genius that is.